Tonight I went out to have dinner all by myself. You are probably thinking to yourself, "So what? Big deal!" It was a big deal to me. I have been 'single' for nearly a year and a half. In all of that time, and in fact for my entire life, I have never gone out to eat alone. If I didn't have someone else to go eat with me I would just get take out and eat at home. I just had the thought that if I was sitting there all alone that people would pity me. So, I just never did it to save myself from my perceived possible humiliation.
Today I ran all over the place. I got my hair done, got my car detailed and then went and had my car tuned up. By the end of the day I was starving. I grabbed my phone to order take out while waiting for my car to be finished. But, I changed my mind.
