I couldn't sleep last night. I tossed and turned then finally took Zquil to try to get some sleep. I knew today was my deposition with the public defender - "his attorney." I wish I could say I was very well prepared for this. I have had a year of counseling to think about this and the trial. I hoped I was prepared. I'm sad to say that emotionally I wasn't.
All day long at work all I could think about was that at 3:30 PM I had to be at the courthouse and "his attorney" would be questioning me about all that has happened. I talked to Dixie on Facebook earlier today. She said, "..just answer the question... don't elaborate don't add anything... just answer the specific question asked." When I got to the courthouse my victims advocate, Susan, told me the same thing Dixie said. She said keep your answers short and simple. That seemed like a simple thing to do. It just was easier said then done.
