I like to think of myself as a logical person. I do my best to remain calm in most situations. Lately, I have found that no matter how grounded you are it is impossible to control your emotions. I had tried to keep my stress at a minimum last night, but still woke up several times. And, today I had the ultimate panic attack.
Today was supposed to be Mark's arraignment at 1:30 P.M. at the Palm Beach County Sheriff Department courthouse on Gun Club road. I had a dentist appointment to be fitted for a crown, so that took my mind off of everything for the first part of the morning. But, I could feel myself getting slightly more stressed as 1:30 rolled around.
I kept reminding myself, 'Diana STOP IT!.' You are signed up for the VINE program. You have Susan -(your victim's advocate), Jen - (your states attorney) and of course you can call the jail at anytime for updates. Right?
