73. Tears and Anger

• I have had only one counseling appointment.  In that first session she told me she was going to teach me to stop blaming myself for the things Mark has done.  I'm looking forward to that, because lI woke up at least five times last night.   After seeing Mark like that yesterday, it was very depressing. The guilt creeped in.  I was in tears most of the night.  
  

  
  I hate to admit that it was a bit helpful to me to know that Chris felt the very same way.  When we got to work he told me that he woke up several times during the night after seeing Mark like that.
  
  

  This morning at work Mark's brother Bruce called me at work.  He told me that Mark had called him after court yesterday.  Mark told his brother that "Diana is going to be arrested soon for the Discover fraud."  I think believe I previously told you about how Mark had cancelled my card right after I left.  Then he ordered a new one to be sent to the house (where I do not live) and started using the card in my name.  Mark then reported me to Discover for fraud.