2. Another Long Weekend

Mark took the day off last Thursday because he never went to bed that night.  I guess he finally realized I was serious about our situation.  He slept most of Friday

Unfortunately, as always, it was short lived. More fighting, more name calling, more talking non-stop, more not sleeping.

It's good to be back at work.

I don't know how much more of this I can take.

1. Rainy Days & Mondays - Except it's Thursday

I have been thinking about starting a blog for a long time.  I just never bothered because, I mean, who would care?  Today I finally decided that I do.  I need to write down my feelings.

I am upset right now. People say you shouldn't write when you are upset.  I probably shouldn't be.  But, I just need to get my feelings out.

Mark and I are fighting again.  Mark is drinking again.  Mark doesn't like me again. Oh sure, he says, "I love you."  I am pretty sure he really does.  But, I am also quite sure he doesn't like me.  And, to be quite honest, I'm pretty sure I don't like him anymore.